Long absence

Does absence make the heart grow fonder,

Does familiarity breed contempt I ponder,

Will I get answers from here or yonder,

Or shall my quest drive my sanity asunder,

Should I resort to plunder,

Or would that be a blunder,

Am I truly in love with life I wonder,

Even when dreams continue to flounder,

Shall I continue to hope,

Even when I cannot cope,

When I have no scope,

When the only way might be to elope,

Escape unseen,

Flee from the din,

Into a cauldron of sin,

No,

I will fight on,

Take them on,

Even if alone,

With only wishes to spur me on,

And victory in my mind,

I shall keep my nose to the grind,

Till defeat it's pupose rescind,

And I victorious prevail